Walls

Hands tied, tongue tied and blindfolded, I have been led by the nostrils through a labyrinth. Every person I meet feels like a hard knock into a wall. Fully aware of each person’s own agendas, I am helpless in circumventing the walls they pose, seriously preventing me from making the best out of what I thought is my most challenging job experience to date.

I am feeling inadequate at this corporate game. Too inexperienced to play the lead and too haughty to play along. The lead is choosing the path of least resistance - cover your ass, grab their watch and tell them the time. It is leaving me irritated, dissatisfied and utterly miserable.

I have to do something this weekend. I’m hoping for the best.