Jaded

I’m having days of immense tiredness, which I can’t explain.

There’s a lot of work to do and a lot of fun planned for. But even though I don’t seem to be working as much as I used to, there are some days when I’m overcome by exhaustion. The fun doesn’t excite me either.

And late nights, many late nights, very very late nights. Mostly I while away the nights watching TV half-heartedly while listening to music or reading. Sleeping time is abnormal (by my own terms), I could sleep for 6 good hours and still feel exhausted.

Maybe it’s because it’s the last school term, and my life after 3 months is a vast unknown. Or maybe drive does run out, and takes time to be regenerated. Hell, maybe it’s just because I’m at the low of what Taoists call energy cycles. Or maybe a little bunny in Ecuador hopped and created a change in air pressure which resulted in some air current that knocked the life out of me.

Whatever it is, I don’t like it. Please go away.